Wednesday, August 01, 2012

2 Months Sober


Today is the 2 months anniversary for my sobriety.

I have been off sweets, fats and most importantly COLA    ='(

I have witnessed progress and I like it, I hope it will stay this way or better for the upcoming months... I have many dirty "Eid Kebeer" plans :D
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You are haunting me.
I can smell you everywhere; I can hear what you say in every song / sound I listen to
Your smell… DAMN… your smell

I'm scared of my next step… I'm scared of the step I wanna take which is gonna change my life forever.. and I can't guarantee that I will be thinking it through, I won't !

This Lust, frustration, induced drama… it will never go away
I will never ever be able to stop thinking… I want you ! and I'm not / was never / will never be ashamed of saying it… 

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Everytime I remember that I was supposed to be in my OWN home this Ramadan I say "Al7amdulelah … Rabena satar!"

Ufffff, ana na2sa !!!

Al7amdulelah it all ended in a proper time, especially with the major change I can clearly notice.

You think you know somebody… you just never do !
People can pretend to be good as long as they need to be… then they turn out to be legally assholes…. I WAS BLIND…  a7ee ezay keda =D
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E7na f ramadan w saymeen and everything.... but I really wanna call several people to just say كــ* امك 

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