Today is
the 2 months anniversary for my sobriety.
I have
been off sweets, fats and most importantly COLA ='(
I have
witnessed progress and I like it, I hope it will stay this way or better for
the upcoming months... I have many dirty "Eid Kebeer" plans :D
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You are
haunting me.
I can
smell you everywhere; I can hear what you say in every song / sound I listen to
Your
smell… DAMN… your smell
I'm
scared of my next step… I'm scared of the step I wanna take which is gonna
change my life forever.. and I can't guarantee that I will be thinking it
through, I won't !
This
Lust, frustration, induced drama… it will never go away
I will
never ever be able to stop thinking… I want you ! and I'm not / was never /
will never be ashamed of saying it…
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Everytime
I remember that I was supposed to be in my OWN home this Ramadan I say
"Al7amdulelah … Rabena satar!"
Ufffff,
ana na2sa !!!
Al7amdulelah
it all ended in a proper time, especially with the major change I can clearly
notice.
You
think you know somebody… you just never do !
People can pretend to be good
as long as they need to be… then they turn out to be legally assholes…. I WAS
BLIND… a7ee ezay keda =D--------------------------------------------------------
E7na f ramadan w saymeen and everything.... but I really wanna call several people to just say كــ* امك


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