What Happens in November…

…Stays in November…

I really wanted to write this in a different setting…

I always imagined myself writing this on an open air café, facing the nile with a cigarette… *sighs*

Everytime I'm nearly close to this, bakassel… el mohem…

Every sentence below has NOTHING to do with the next… so…

November was good man, it was good

It was weird, new, full of weird feelings and depression

The duck-birds dilemma…

Feeling okay and a bit satisfied, not satisfied but 5alas I'm okay with what I am

Ahh ya Christina, Big brown eyes can hypnotize… (C.Aguilera – Infatuation)

I had one of the best conversations in a looooong time… quite convincing… I shook my head and understood… I know that 2 hrs later I was back to where we started but anyways, Thank you Rami…

I'm shaken from the very core… shaken shaken and fucked up… a7a WTF am I thinking...

It's like leaving your home with the intension of destructing your life… and smiling about it…

I broke up with dad, hopefully for good this time…

I've been to new places; بحة – تكية رزة were the highlights

I spent the Eid in el Manial… got in love with "Khaled – el curvat" which is the tea "nasba" right on the nile… it's so fuckin calming !!!

I got over the "how to roll" problem… awaiting the field trip… to India… 7anafuu will relate

I'm proud of my best friend, I knew him he was a baby boy and now he's a full grown awesome man… and I love him more than anything

Tuesday 27/9/2011… a day I wish I never left home…

I'm glad I found me a new close friend… we just fit… too many inside jokes in a very short time… Thanks for giving me a great first week of November J … "3la fekra ana ba3raf a2ol el kalam b nafs el taree2a"

Hussein… ya3 :S

I'm back to listening to sha3by… wana asheel el kart… wana a7ottt el kart (applicable on Everything)

I had to ditch everything to go see a friend before he travels… don't judge me… he was traveling for a WHOLE DAY !

I did something I swore I will never be doing…

I gave the cold-mannered bitch side to my close friends… I took a huge step backwards… that was healthy in many many many ways

There's this picture that I love… that I constantly look at… of us… too sad I can't have it published

I am totally مغلقة للتجديدات … mel a7'er… I'm currently totally unfuckable

I'm 26 going on 27… I'm acting as if I'm 16 going on 14… I love being able to have these feelings again… the butterflies, the aches, the guilt…the widened eyes filled with Joy… RAWRRRR

Ana asheel el da2n… ana a7ott el da2n… (applicable on many things now)

3moman, lessa fadel a whole week till November ends… Let's see the intensity of the latest update to come…

El mohem… Yalla n3'anni??

(Sighs… long warm ones… dim the lights…el otta fil mosem mood activated… listen…)

You look into my eyes… I go out of my mind… I can't see anything 'cause this Lust's got me blind

I can't help myself, I can't break the spell, I CAN'T EVEN TRY

I'm in over my head You got under my skin

I got no strength at all In this state that i'm in

And my knees are weak And my mouth can't speak Fell too far this time

Baby i'm too lost in you caught in you Lost in everything about you…

So deep i can't sleep i can't think I just think about the things that you do

I'm too lost in you….

Yalla brb, 7ageeb enshera7 3shan tesh5or heya….