I know I never said it our loud even to myself before and I never wished anything like that before but I hope you die… I hope you suffer then die…
I hope you suffer, beg, be humiliated, have all your shit shown to everyone who thinks you're an angel and facing the scandal of your actions then die…
I hope everyone will know the truth about you… I hope that everyone will hate you and then you die…
I Just hate the fact that you're Happy, I hate the fact that you're alive in the first place…
No one ever made me feel so cheap and on the other hand priceless…
Or maybe it was my mistake that I thought I was once something and I gave myself a value more than the value I deserve…
I can't believe that this can happen to someone like me…someone who has never hurt you in anyway, someone who gave you more than you can dream of…
I can't even believe that people like you do exist in the first place…
I was nothing but good to you… and this is how you repay me???
And as a matter of fact, after I can see things clearer… you were never worth it… especially the background you're coming from… seriously ewwww !
I should've been more open-eyed to see the facts…
and seriously... I'm tired of waiting to see the "karma" taking place with my own eyes... and I know I will never be relieved as long as you're up and running... I really hope you disappear b2a like you never existed in the first place !
I know about forgiveness... and being a very forgiving person, I really can not forgive this time...
Well the best I can't do is that I won't hope you die anymore… I will only hope you get "what you deserve"… which is much much worse than any of what I might hope for …
Happy Birthday ! I know it's late...
10 comments:
Do you feel relieved now...
You can just say 7asbey Allah w ne3ma el wakeel.
I said everything that could be said... nefsy arta7 b2aaa !!!
I know I won't be relieved as long as he's up and running
I hope you will be relieved soon. Forgetting is a great gift from god, my friend.
Wish him cancer better, Death is not painful! =)
IQ:
awwww... I wouldnt wish anybody that...
however as I said.. I wish he would just get what he deserves
El Gaza2 min Gens el 3aml
Leave him to God and he will pay for what he did by a way or another
Karma takes place when we the least expect it, this is one of its secrets actually.
But it always comes, or else where would balance come from?
Try and be indifferent, and above all, leave judgment - it's expensive.
Ma 3lina:
well waiting for a bad thing to happen can consume a person.... tryin to fully let go even though I will never be able to forgive.
ibhog:
true what u said about Karma... and I'm sure of that...
he was my "Karma" one day actually... maybe he wont get his since he was the "karma" i deserved for what I have done :D
and u're right... indifference is much more worse than hate... hope to reach the stage soon... thank u :)
Dearest Batabet :-)
I have been there :-) and I had the same feelings, but let me say this ... the best thing you can do is just take him out of your mind, don't keep any feelings even if they are hatred. When we deal with low lives we get hurt I know, I used to tell myself "el kanon la ya7mi el moghafalin" wana besara7a kont moghafala lama et3amelt ma3 7ad keda.
I wish all your wounds to be recovered!
MariannE_N
Dear Marianne.... well he's out of my mind i have totally moved on... just the thought of how I let myself be treated this bad by someone is what brings back the pain... and not the feelings
and I guess the feeling of hate will remain for a while till hopefully it will reach indifference isA
and it was my fault bardo... wel kanon la ya7my el mo3'afaleen :)
dont worry im recovered ... almost there :)
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